söndag 22 maj 2011

Well I built us a flying machine. And we'll go where you want, and we'll sail the seven seas I hope all is well in disas dreams

Well I built us a flying machine.

And we'll go where you want

and we'll sail the seven seas

I hope all is well in daisys dreams.

old photos random from beautiful memories, tiny moments.

I know dose not make sense. I slept till 2 yesterday was so tired. did not feel like getting upp from bed at all, eventually I went down to the village to by thinks so I could make a cake for Barbra.

anyway went back to my bed watched a movie, and looked at old photos.

I realized that ther is 3 type of people, al with different kind of purpose.

Ther is people that you meet for a day, they sweeps in, make u realize thinks. Ther fulfillment Is yours to choose if you want to see.

Then all the people that are in your life for a period of time. How is ther to affect, judge and live the moments with you when you actually can see them.

And then ther are those few rare people that will always be ther, in everything you choose, un everything you do. Never really leavs, even do the moment past.

Eighter way the moment, people in that moment is only once...
you can never get it back again.

This made my very sad.

Its not that I'm sad because of the fact that people die, because everybody do when ther is ther time.
Is just that I fell sad when I know ther is so much people I never will meet.
And its almost like I don't want to have moments because I can never be in them again.

Shelly comforts me, and I just cry like a a baby. its part of that Danielle is leaving..
Anyway again I started thinking I was Tinker bell and how I wish I was vague air, floating around, now, then, before, forever just hanging ther in mid-air.

So then give me a time-machine ore the seven seas.
And a lot of te...
have to get some work done
pussar
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lördag 14 maj 2011

Your Imaginations Is your preview of life´s coming attractions

Your Imaginations Is your preview of life´s coming attractions

I love my imaginations, when everything feels a bit sad. Im happy I have a colurful mind becaus thats what I get around the corner


I know
weeks have past and Im slow with my updates. Anyway has been a lot of work and a lot of sightsing.

The zooo with dannie:)



They are so serious both of them, jet only one of them are behind bars.



som art galleries ofcours, Steves daughter had her birthday so we have been having nice dinner partys. Ther is a swedish curch just 5 min walk from wher I live so I went down ther an made salmon, potato, dill, janssonsfrästelse, knäckebröd, meatballs and more hihi rubarber pie for dessert.





swedis house maffia:D



Jag fick en puss för jag uppträdde väl

We have been out at lucky cock eating piza and playing biljard.

Me Im allways going with my f- emotions... Stayed at home first because my boddy refused to move, I was just siting in my bed for a long time before I could manege my self to get out and meet up with the others..
A I hate when it happens cant control my boddy sometimes my mind plays tricks on me


I love those to persons they are gooood!!

tisdag 3 maj 2011

confessions I'm speaking the truth

mitt huvud gör ont. Ther was a space of unembellished paint on the tram.. In my eyes it looks like a Japanese girl standing waiting watching the water. Anyway have been a bit home sick I recon, but shame the one how gives up. I know how it will go if I come back home, it will take me 3 weeks then il be of somewhere in Europe to escape whatever... Hade a good chat with my housemates and they bought me extra c vitamin so I will keep my mood up. My boss do healing on people, and she is taking better care of me then u ever could imagine. sounds a bit out ther but she is very open minded and she sees if anyone is a bit low, sad, tired so I'm going to give the healing a chance. Its basically that she puts her hands on my energy levels in my body, and take out the bad energy. Dannie is here now, we are going to the zoo tomorrow, and then all of us making a Swedish dinner at my place, can't wait for it. have to get some sleep now have to work some extra hrs early mornin because ther is so much to do. miss my sister a bit to much think that is one of the reasons I have been so sad. love kiss midnight
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onsdag 27 april 2011

Ester weekend

Sooo easter weekend! Not like one at home I miss my easter egs...

Went for a beautiful Road trip on the Great Ocean Road in a jeep exactly like it should be...
I just sat in the back of the car and felt the wind in my hair and watched the ocean for miles and miles..
Its really importatant for me to get in contact with nature.. And one of the reassons why I have been feeling so sad is thjat I havent seen the ocean and sence the smell of air and forest..



12 aposteles



The sun knows how to feed every soul with energi


the ocean know how to speek a language that noboby and everybody speeks






magically beauti of nature

Went to a friends birthday party at wah wah saturday night was a lot of fun and I think me and the boys danced for 8 hrs straight hahah soo much fun!!
Shelley was in perth this weekend for a wedding, and Danielle has been in Sydney to se her parents, so it was just me on my own and all the boys;)




nej måste sova min kropp e trött!

torsdag 21 april 2011

ehmooootiooons

Mellbourn kan va solig!!!


I love u so i feel suffocated by drinking and cucumbers


Im waiting for my turnover and a shifting in my mood.. Sometimes I take out my frustration wronggggg I dont want to be this attached with my emotions

A salt cucumber to much!!!!




Vi bakade judiska kakor och dottade 12 Pounkter av BLOOD ( RÖDVIN) på våran talrik här om kvällen för det har vart Pesach.
Anledningen till detta är att Shelley som jag bor med har judiskt påbrå. Vi Housemates har bestämmt oss för att bejaka olika kulturer inom mat. En för varje kväll det är mkt intressant.

Danielle och and the hard balls


Dressing is feeding my ego


paint is feeding my soul

Im not saying anything just posting some pics;) I have like allwasys a a bit of anxiety in my body and ther is Estern hollyday so I cant walk down to the shop and cure it with choklad.... Because all the shops are closed, so I just have to lay here in my bed.

tisdag 12 april 2011

confusing

I'm not having any en ergy to blog. Couldn't be botherd... But now ther is a space and place of disparities in my mind. I'm happy wher I live in toorak in a beautiful apartment, and I walk down to my jobb in 1 min in toorak village. För alla svensk läsande så ska de understrykas att området jag bor o jobbar i kryllar av rich bitches om man får säga så... Vill komma fram till att de är otroligt fascinerande och påfrestande att jobb i en affär med en massa näsor i vädret.. Fast jag e lycklig med de, man får höra mkt skvaller och de flesta e jätte snälla. this weeken me and shelley wher out and we danced a bit to much haha... Its funny how u can gather so many feelings and frustrations in one week and then just let go of al control when ur going out and set ur mind on having fun and just dance. Sunday- I was on comedy festival, but it was not the best I ever seen.. I try to but my mind on painting as much as possible. I bought a lot of new oil colours and heaps of other painting stuff.. But its hard because I belive that we have smal animals in our apartment, and every time I sleep here by my self I seriously belive that ther is small unicornes in my livingroom. Any way my imagination is going a bit to far right now and when ever I'm trying to paint something it won't get as splendid and colourful as my imaginations are. NO I know it dose not make sens but that how it feels... need to sleep now. ther is a person I really like to see!! Pusss Xx
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fredag 1 april 2011

AAAA it tickles in the wrist



ooo you know you know I never wright...

and it tickles in my wrist in that weird WAY...
I ts from the wrist the emotionl explosion coming waaa


And yesterday was a very good day ..

I live in a beautiful apartment along with Shelley min kärlek ... ooo I never want too gooo


Jag drack för många drinckar i går oo fuck that!!!

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