christmas

Im just in the most stressful head space. I just dont know how to make it go away. I feel like

i need to vomit. its been christmas and all that and new years is coming up, but all I can think about is my visa.

Im still waiting for csn and i don't even know if they are going to approve whit my school. i just want to have it over and done with. Its so stressful having government authority making the decision on how your life is going to be.

I mean im not in control here really i can just wait and see. If everything goes as I hope and i think it will im allright. But my fear is that I need to book a ticket home in 3 weeks time if it doesn't. I just really want to sleep and not move...

Fun part is that I hede a great but warm Christmas. We started with some swedish christmas at Jacqueline and Gustav place. It was so nice to have kottbullar, janssons frestelse, sil, lax knackebrod mmmm. can be that the Australian people think we are a bit weird when we drink snaps and sing weird songs hahaha.

On the 24 we went to Sams Father and hade a a Australian christmas, it was great and I understand why they eat a lot of salad, turkey, seafood and Champagne, its way to warm with our sort of food.

On the 25 we had breakfast at home.. I was stubborn and wanted to choose the yoghurt. I always pick the weirdest one from the smallest ecological farmer because I believe they are going to be better. But thats obviously not the case hmmm. I t was nearly eatable.

Later on we went to Sams mum. She is English so she as me thinks its weird with a warm christmas. She mede made salmon and dill to make it a bit swedish :D And believe it ore not but sticky date pudding is the best thing to ever be eaten.

Unfortunately it was a bit rainy on christmas day.

I must just say that im so happy with the place I just started working at they are all so nice, i even got a christmas present. I only been there a couple of weeks. I bought the coolest sort of top i show u later on

otherwise not much is happening hanging around having fun. Almost everyone has a break from there job so there is plenty of time doing shit..

Here is a dress one of my work colleagues mum designed i think its soooo beautiful.. It made me really want a yellow dress.

Anyway im going to try to calm myself down now have no idea how but its need to bee done, its not getting better because im stressing about it i will forget to have fun...

xxx

camping sooon

Holla I have a day of work have just been sitting in the bed all day so far. speaking with my sister on skype the whole morning. Im really happy with my new work, im working with heaps of young girls my age and older and i really enjoy meeting some new people.

One of the girls said that i really look like this girl haha. I don't know i reckon its hard to see it you'r self. But i deffenitly don't look like a copy of here i guess it was nice to say anyway, she could havesaidf that i look like some one really ugly ..







Any way cant really bothered doing any thing but i reckon i heve to get out of bed and at least take a walk. Cant believe its already Wednesday its christmas evening on saturday.

This weekend we just sat out in the sun drinking vine and beers everybody slightly retarded. I build a unicorn of wax, thats some thing u can do if you are board...

Saturday all the guys and me as a little retard went for a surf to somewhere close to Portsea, its nice im not really feeling like "one of the boys" so I just sat on the beach and read my book.

im sorry Magnus but you look so funny

On our way home me and Sam stooped and bought camping things, a tent a madras and a gas gril/stove. I have been wanting to go camping for a month now so Im exited about it. The thing is its just nice pack up a car of food, games and candles and heaps of drinks and just drive till you find a nice spot. Anyway now we have our camping things so we can just go when ever we feel like it:D

I really need to go and recharge my telephone haha like in the old days when you are a kid haha. No but seriously i did not know I was going to stay here for so long, in exactly 1 months time today was the day I arrived in Australia.

Im really stressing about my visa and school and shit and with christmas and new year coming up making time shorter..

Don't make sense but time is just flying and i need to work as hell to afford my visa and making things go around

ghaaaaaaaaa I just lost faith in this hole thing

Nothing is working like it should recently. And it dos'e not make it easier that Csn is slow and I'm running out of time...

Im off this computer now speak later.

pusssss

breakfast time

I got the job i applied for im so happy , right now its breakfast time.

Talking with mimmi on skype

Mimmi sweetie pie.

Its not the most beautiful day but its apparently going to be sunny and worm rest of the week.

Sam can kill me later when u get home:D

When I finish my last job they made me a tiramisu and every one at home now how much i love it

This weekend I was a Jacqueline place we played monkey and frog, and then we went out in the current flooded city to dance

Sehelly belly disacuden

Street art is nice and juice, yesterday day i made a juice with orange, melon, mango and strawberries.

I miss Dannie a lot she can please com back foe a while, I actually miss all my friends so much. I hope if i can get my visa sorted so I can maybe com and visit Sweden.

I have nothing to wright to day I never really have. Soon its christmas it feels so weird. Im right now just cuddling with the cat in the bed im of to 3 hrs works soon feels a bit unnecessary,but at least I have a work to go to and right now im really excited to learn everything new:)

Any way speek to u soon

am I even suppose to blogg any longer

Right now I'm on the train on my way to the city. I'm having a meating with the principal of the school I'm starring at in February.

It really is summer now and we have 30 to day. Since I'm currently not working I'm going to the beach. Last day I went swimming, and then in the eavning me sam, jaqueline, tacha and Alex went to the night market to have drinks and food. The night market is sort of the same as smaka på sthlm, its on every Wednesday in summer time.

I have an interview tomorrow at a shop called olrick I'm very exited. It's a danish women how open the shop so they sell European cloths there:)

Tomorrow its going to rain all day if I'm lucky I can drag out Sam to have picnic with me to night Haha
;)

I'm not really looking forward for Christmas its wierd beeing in the middle of summer. At least I got a calendar hihi.

I been with jaqueline a lot its so nice to Speek Swedish, and specialy when you are a bit tired. She and here boyfriend moved here because of his work.

Random picks are good.

Now I'm moving out in the sun.
Speek later

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Dannie!!!!

Dannie is here again:D We been trying to not get seperated in our gray jumpsuits haha.

It makes me happy:)

I have nothing to say as usually was just thinking it could be nice for you at home with some photos.



We went fishing.


Or the guys was fishing I just tryed to get a tan..




Skepohoj!!!

Its summer now this weekend it going to be 30 and sunny we are going down to the beach


Onother friend from stockholm has moved here. Or we never really know eachother that well but its much appriciated to hang out now.

Went with Sam and Ben they wher surfing I figured i could just sit on the beach in the sun ... HAHA I ended up sitting in the car in the rain picking on my brooken ends on my hair..


We went to some festival thing a couple of weeks ago:) Cant wait till im rich and can go to all festivals in the world.



















Im just about to go to woork have no energy at all, I know thats a usual thing to say but I just wish some days did not exist.

I got all my papper sent from Oslo Uneversety so mum and stella u dont need to find my pappers. I just need to get my application done as soon as possible so I can saty in this damn country. Hopfully this school is on csn list so I dont do this thing and it dose not work I really cant be f... to do it all again. Maybe im lazy.


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