Have been sick all day and had a test in school this morning that i prob failed. Cant do anything and don't even have chocolate to comfort my homesickness with.
I know I know it sounds like complains and there is worse places to be. But I just have this funny feeling of not being so independent any longer. You know if you travel and you wake up one morning and start questioning yourself. like why am i studding here do I even want to study? Why am I going to work trying to get money when it wont pay my home holiday ticket way?
Why am i not home to see my family and friends.
Then again it would have made me happy a week( no offence family and friends) and then I would have been restless again.
But seriously Im tired of this country being soo F#%$@%7 far away from home. I miss my room and I miss the smell on my yard outside my huse, i miss walking down to Konsum to buy Lövikts godis, I miss cooking dinner at danielles place get drunk on Campoleti and then go out, I miss playing family board games and make pea soup with my friends.
My life right now is taking the TRAM to school doing amazing things here, with beautiful people that I absolutely love.
I think it starts to sink in that I have been here too long, and Im to engage in my life to just pack up and leave. That dose not change the fact that that's what I feel like doing sometimes.
Gracias thanks for listening here is some lovely pics.
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